I realised I had the game wrong: Sushant Singh Rajput's sister shares his old note

It's been almost seven months since Bollywood star Sushant Singh Rajput was found dead in his Mumbai house. The actor's death by suicide stirred a debate about nepotism and initiate the infamous drug probe in the Indian film industry. Sushant's passing away came as a shock to fans and his peers. Since then, many have voiced their opinions on the plight of the struggling artists and outsiders in the film industry. 

Post his demise, notes written by the actor made rounds on social media - including his 'things to do list'. Recently, Sushant's sister, Shweta Singh Kirti shared a note on her Instagram, penned by her late brother as she remembers him, reported Hindustan Times. 

In the hand-written note by Sushant, he said, "I think I spent 30 years of my life, the first 30, trying to become something. I wanted to become good at things, I wanted to become good at tennis, and school and grades. And everything I viewed from that perspective. I am not okay the way I am, but if I got good at things. I realised I had the game wrong. Because the game was always to find out what I already was!"

Sharing the note, Shweta wrote on Instagram, "Written by Bhai...the thought so profound #ForeverSushant."

The actor was known for sharing such thoughts on his Instagram account. In an April 2020 post, he had written, "What if consciousness is not something special that the brain does but is instead a quality inherent to all matter in the universe? It is a theory known as panpsychism and it is one interesting perspective indeed, for both science enthusiasts and spiritual alike."

Sushant was found dead in his Mumbai flat on June 14, last year. Mumbai Police first declared he died by suicide. However, the CBI is currently probing into the cause of the actor's death.

Making a mark with his impressive Bollywood debut in Kai Po Che, Sushant won hearts with his subsequent projects. These included MS Dhoni The Untold Story, Sonchiriya and Chhichhore. His last film, Dil Bechara, released nearly a month after his death.

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