David Archuleta is opening up like never before. The American Idol finalist has revealed the cover and details of his forthcoming memoir Devout: Losing My Faith to Find Myself, a deeply personal account of fame, faith, and the inner turmoil of living a double life. The book promises a searing exploration of Archuleta’s transformation from a closeted Mormon teen to an openly queer artist unafraid to speak his truth.
Archuleta, now 34, shot to fame as a teenager, charming millions with his boy-next-door image and angelic voice. But behind the scenes, he was struggling with intense pressure, not only from fame, but from a rigid religious upbringing that left him feeling ashamed of who he was. In Devout, he details the emotional cost of trying to meet the expectations of both the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints and a global fanbase.
The memoir covers a range of harrowing experiences, including emotional abuse, control by his father during his early career, and even suicidal thoughts. Archuleta reveals he was engaged three times and called off each one while wrestling with his identity. His two-year missionary trip to South America, once thought to be a spiritual high point, is now described as a time of deep internal conflict.
“I tried everything not to be queer,” Archuleta said. “Coming out wasn’t a choice. It was survival.” After years of internal war, he made the difficult decision to leave the Mormon Church in 2022, a turning point that allowed him to embrace authenticity over doctrine.
The memoir also includes behind-the-scenes moments from his time on Idol, a tour with Demi Lovato, and previously unseen photos chronicling his personal evolution. With its February 2026 release already gaining attention, Devout is set to ignite conversations around religion, identity, and the cost of silence.
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