"There were six of them. They tied me to a chair and raped my young girl one by one. I could do nothing to save her," Fatima said with tears welling up at a relief camp a few hours drive from New Delhi.
The family of seven was left shattered by the attack on the 17-year-old, which came during riots between Hindus and Muslims in and around Uttar Pradesh's Muzaffarnagar district last month that killed at least 50.
Yet they have chosen not to report the matter to the police.
"If the word spreads that my daughter was gang-raped, tell me who will marry her? She will be branded as dirty and we will be thrown out of our own community," Fatima told AFP at the camp in Malakpur where nearly 10,000 Muslims are sheltering.
Her story is just one among many, indicating that as well as arson and beatings, sexual violence was rampant during the three-day riots, which started on September 7.
But police say they have registered only five sexual violence cases from the riots from 282 criminal cases overall.
"We are investigating each case carefully," Kalpana Saxena, a senior police officer told AFP.
The carnage was triggered by the killing of a Muslim man, allegedly by members of the dominant Jat Hindu family who accused him of sexually harassing their sister.
The Muslims then allegedly killed two Jat boys, leading to violence that fast spiralled out of control.
Local political leaders were accused of encouraging the violence to polarise the state along religious lines ahead of general elections next year.
Naushad Ahmad Khan, a lawyer and activist who owns an ancestral house in Muzaffarnagar's Lank village, said women were reluctant to complain because of the fear of reprisals and a lack of faith in the police and courts.
"Even by most conservative estimates, there must be at least 50 cases of gang rape alone," said Khan, who has filed a public interest case in the Supreme Court, seeking a probe.
"Their attackers know them. They have been making threatening phone calls, asking them not to reveal their names to police.
"Then there is family honour which is at stake. For these women, rape is something to be ashamed of."
The decision to suffer in silence reflects the stigma attached to rape, especially in deeply patriarchal societies in rural India.
It also casts doubt on a growing narrative that the fatal gang-rape of a 23-year-old student on a bus in New Delhi in December represented a turning point for attitudes towards women.
The bus rape was followed by weeks of street protests, leading to the strengthening of laws and talk of how more women felt encouraged to report sexual crimes.
Fatima and others in the camp have vowed never to return to their villages despite the prospect of living in slum-like conditions without clean drinking water or proper toilets.
"I was trying to escape on a scooter with my grandfather when a mob of six men stopped us," said one 19-year-old woman, who looked frail and sickly, her face covered with a traditional scarf.
"They dragged me to nearby sugarcane fields. For six hours I was violated. I was finally rescued when an army patrol heard my cries."
Aneesa Begum, 40, recounted how rioters "hacked" the legs of her husband as she huddled under a blanket.
"They are not outsiders, they are village people. How can we face them again?" she said between sobs as she prepared to visit her husband in hospital.
Activists say women have had trouble convincing police to file charges, a common occurrence in rural India where rape victims are sometimes encouraged to marry their attackers.
"Some of the rape survivors have shown courage and approached the police. But when they see that no action has been taken against their attackers, others also get demoralised," said Sehba Farooqui of rights group the All India Democratic Women's Association.
"By the time the women gather courage to go to police, medical evidence is no longer there. Delays make it legally difficult for the attackers to be punished," she said, urging the government to set up fast-track courts like the one used for the Delhi gang-rape case.
New York-based Human Rights Watch has called on the government to provide counselling as well as legal and medical aid to victims.
"The Uttar Pradesh government needs to urgently create an environment for victims to come forward and seek justice," said Meenakshi Ganguly, HRW's South Asia director.
Uttar Pradesh is India's most populated state with Muslims accounting for nearly 19 percent of the total population of nearly 200 million.
So far police have made about 150 arrests over the violence, including four politicians accused of inciting marauding mobs.
"All the political parties are only interested in winning votes. The police is also hand-in-glove with them," said Begum.
"Who will fight for us? We will have to suffer in silence all our lives."
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@Indian Muslim: You must get a passport and move to that paradise called Pakistan. Will serve you well.
@Real Indian: @Water Bottle: @proud indian hindu: @powvow: @Californian Desi: @Indian: @rahul: You should be ashamed of yourself. Women raped whether in Pakistan or India is a serious crimes yet you Indians want to make an issue into an anti-Islamic and anti-Pakistan debate. Shame on you.
@Ghostrider: Yes. Indian Muslims enjoys more freedom and democracy more than any other Muslims in the world. Pakistanis can never digest this truth and they think Pakistan is the real heaven for Muslims.
You Indians !!!
First and foremost the culprits should be hanged. They lost all human rights when they acted inhumanly. Irrespective of what religion the culprit or the victim belongs to, there should be zero tolerance for rape in a civil society. if these animals can't abide by civil rules, throw them to dogs. @All Pakistani commenters above: It is constantly disgusting you celebrate the distasteful events just to mark your score against India. As if all Hindus in Pakistan are very safe. Forget respecting women, you guys dont even respect the dead. Yesterday bunch of your mullahs went and dug out a hindu body from grave. How low can you further go ? Seriously ? @Moderator : My later part of comment is rebuttal to few Pakistani connmenttors here who are using this unfortunate incident to score point. Please publish.
@Indian Muslim: Are u being sarcasti,what creation of pakistan has given you.
@rahul: @Zalim singh: Akbaruddin Ovaisi have other ideas. Need to be read between the lines
As a silent observer, I feel, it is the communities and countries who must come up with an understanding to treat their women with respect, educate and give them equal status in society. As long as they treat woman as a pleasure toy, events such as shooting of Malala or Muzaffarnagar riots or a rape in Mumbai are bound to happen. It is too difficult to witness women is being ill treated in many countries. When the times are changing, when conscience is growing world wide, still we all think medieval. The day, when men understands women folk, then all these riots, mishaps will stop. Until the male domination over female keeps growing in any country, religion or region; such riots are bound to occur. Because each man thinks woman as a property not as a person. We all need to change in our basics. Educate and make your mind more broader. There is no hope until all the horrible crimes against women stops from all religion-followers. Those who educate their women folk will gain better in their countries, communities and societies.
@Francis D'souza(India): Search Indian Mujahideen on Google if you don't know who they are. Indians cannot dare do anything against Muslims because for each action there is a reaction, and you Indian non Muslims have a very good experience of what this 'reaction' can be. There are 200 million Muslims in India, and if you mess with a few, the millions of masses will rise up. We're a force. Don't mess with us.
@Francis D'souza: This is a one sided-reporting from this publication to help Pakistanis “restore” faith in their creation.
Your comment is ironic because by reading the ugly truth of India in this article, the fact that you've just pointed turns out to be a justified one.
Whether it is a hindu girl or a muslim girl, these kinds of acts should never be allowed. Raping someone for their religion and for your religion is the worst kind of hate and insult you can show to your own religion.
@Indian Muslim: why do we need Mujahideen, when you are available :-)
This is a one sided-reporting from this publication to help Pakistanis "restore" faith in their creation.
@Zalim singh: Don't be too happy, we Muslims have taught you a lesson time and again. You are mistaken if you think we will sit silent and let things like this go easily. You know what happens when Muslims take the revenge and you then regret it when its too late. The India mujahid een are coming, brace yourselves.
its not big a deal.. It happens to minorities in pakistan everytime, remember that one time, when a hindu girl was abducted, converted to muslim and then married to a muslim guy. this is the same, except without the abduction and marriage. India is still the safest place in the world for women. we do respect our munnis and sheelas alot.
sad article. shows the ugly side of hindu hoodlums :(
@Seculars
I wonder why Quaid wanted a 'secular' state when we already have India. A democracy!
This is pathetic for man woman is just an object to be used it may be a Hindu or a Muslim they destroy his families honor by raping their woman U.P government needs to file case against all irrespective of religion we want justice I want to question why Azam Khan and other SP leaders are not in jail why other ministers from BJP,Congress and BSP are not in jail.
all the indian hindus will be very happy if all the muslims of india migrate to pakistan .. this peaceful community people are always creating problems for us indians ..
This is no occasion to start India Pakistan war. Rape is a crime extraordinaire and should be treated as such. Perpetrators should be punished as in the Delhi rape case. No question of demanding 4 male adult witnesses in India. That should be sufficient to prove Indian seriousness about dealing with rape.
@Indian: your self righteousness is so astounding... cute
Will Asma Jehangir stand up for this daughter who belongs to her religion.....While genocide of muslims go on in India and Burma unchecked and unnoticed by the world, our women and daughters are subject to the worst torture.....
@Pakistani: It is only one side of the story, still Muslims are safe in India than any place of the world. That's a fact.
@Pakistani - "No comments so for from our so called highly educated secular Indian friends ?????"
One-sided reporting... Islamists should learn to coexist peacefully with other faiths else this will happen as in Burma, Nigeria, Sri Lanka, India, China...
@Indian Muslim:
happy to see you leave India.
@indian muslim... its not late, even u can do. it is just ur choice.
No comments so for from our so called highly educated secular Indian friends ?????
I wish my forefathers had migrated to Pakistan.
Thank God Pakistan was created.
Pathetic. For women, no part of the world is save. We live in jungle