By the standards of the entertainment world, I have always been considered quite ‘chubby’. There have been many occasions when I’ve been reduced to tears by the cruelty of people, especially journalists, and their comments about my weight. This January, I finally decided to do something about my ‘weight issue’.
Two months of dieting and rigorous exercise later, I was lighter by more than 30 pounds. I thought finally people would stop commenting on my weight. I was dreadfully wrong. From bulimia to liposuction, social media had a field day speculating about how I had mysteriously become thinner. People used to look at me with great concern and tell me I needed to lose weight. Now, many of the same people look at me with great concern and tell me that I’ve become ‘too thin’.
As a person who lives part of her life on screen and in full view of the public, I have little option but to live with public commentary on my life. But seriously, have we all run out of things to talk about?
This is not just an issue for public figures. Every woman lives in dread of gaining a few pounds and being savaged for ‘letting herself go’. Does no one realise how unnecessary, personal and tacky such comments are? And, by the way, studies have proven that men are just as sensitive about this topic!
The funny thing is that our culture certainly didn’t use to be this way. Many of our earlier movie stars were not even slim, let alone scrawny. If anything, some women never made it in the movie business because they were too thin.
Before the age of cinemas, the situation in the West used to be the same. Take a look at any painting by Peter Paul Ruben (from where we get the adjective ‘Rubenesque’). His artwork features very beautiful, very full-figured women who are clearly quite comfortable in their own skin. But none of them would ever be asked to work as a model today.
If anything, we have the internet and globalisation to thank for, for our new Pakistani vision of the perfect woman, the size-zero dutiful bahu. Rishta aunties used to focus on the skin tone of prospective brides. Now they also want to know about the girl’s diet and body mass index.
This current female fantasy is driven by exposure to runway models and magazine shoots. Everybody wants to look like a supermodel. And while that is difficult enough, it is even more difficult for the models and actresses themselves. As we all know, the camera adds 10 pounds to your looks. To look normal onscreen, one has to be skinny. And to look fashionably thin, one must be emaciated.
The media’s vision of beauty is not just a minor issue. Millions of Pakistani women look to the media for affirmation and role models. What many of them find now is an unattainable ideal, one which destroys their self-esteem and makes them miserable.
Between the internet, cinemas and fashion magazines, Pakistani women are under increasing pressure to look like Parisian ramp girls. But looking like a living clothes hanger is difficult even for Parisian models. What that means is that if you are not naturally blessed with the perfect body, it is always going to be highly impractical to maintain a fashionably thin silhouette, and in many cases, just not possible.
One additional complication is that while Pakistan’s media might have become Westernised, Pakistan’s diet has not changed. The same social media, which celebrates the stick figure fashion model, also publishes odes to nihari and haleem.
I don’t have an answer to all of these problems. All I’m saying is that our relationship to food and weight issues is becoming dysfunctional, just like that of Western women, and that we need to sort ourselves out now. Dying to be thin is no way to live.
Published in The Express Tribune, September 2nd, 2013.
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'What others think of you is none of your business'' Girls really need to consider this.
Not just the women, One in my office guy nearly died of rhabdomylosis caused by eating too much of weight loss statins, protein shakes etc and gymming a bit too hard. Maybe we have too much free time on our hands for our own good.
Great article. Now please enlighten us about the perecentage of Pakistani women who are familiar with or even aware of Parisian fashion shows, much less knowing that there can be life outside of the burka.
Pakistan Zindabad
Author: "By the standards of the entertainment world, I have always been considered quite ‘chubby’. There have been many occasions when I’ve been reduced to tears by the cruelty of people, especially journalists, and their comments about my weight. This January, I finally decided to do something about my ‘weight issue’."
I feel you also think you are/were quite chubby. People close to you are used to looking at you at certain wt, a big drop in wt causes them a concern.
If some one weighing 150 lb looses more then 30 pounds it can be a big change in appearance. If some one 245 lb looses that wt it may not be that a big deal.
Some women have a distorted perception of what they should look like. They are never happy with their looks.
@ Pakistani, I truely wish that you are successful in your search. However, I would also like to tell you that most ladies also have a list of what they want in a man. Mostly women want to marry men that should be handsome, in shape, kind, generous and with a good job. So I will say to you and all Pakistani men, get in shape mentally and physically! :)
" and, by the way, studies have proven that men are just as sensitive about this topic!"
How aptly said.Couldn't agree more to it.
ETBLOGS1987
You are feisty, articulate and speak your mind. For that reason alone, I like to read your OpEds though I must admit that the subject matter that your write about is likely to be of concern to a very small percentage of Pakistani women. Also where has your husband gone? I used to look forward to his OpEds as I am one of his fans from across the border.
@Nadir - i usually tend to agree with you. Here though i agree with you only partially. Let me ask you what percentage of Pakistani people read an English newspaper? Of that what percentage read a 'liberal' newspaper? Of that what percentage read the OpEd section (instead of just the front page, lifestyle and sports section)? You will agree that this indeed is a small group. So while the author's views maybe indeed suitable for a niche audience overall, it maybe a relatively large proportion of yhe readers of the OpEd aection, don't you think? Plus the ideas do not promote status quo but rather question it. I am pretty sure her views are relevant to a larger group than those of Seema Mustafa. So do give her a break.
well written Juggan. totally agree...this is becoming a problem and we really need to sort it out!!
Yep, the problems of the 1%, magnified by statements such as "Pakistani women" to make it appear relevant.
I want a nice girl with a good personality, a beautiful gori wife with sharp features and thin nose, eyebrows, lips and a nice jaw line with high cheek bones. We Pakistanis have become aware thanks to the media and now we know how a girl looks beautiful. So stop complaining and crying girls.. get fit mentally and physically.
It's important to live a healthy lifestyle so you can look and feel good. However, an over obsession with appearance and image is a major turn off.