How I ended up on Coke Studio

How was I going to approach this? Did I want a mega-hit or was I doing this for the sake of art?

Bilal Khan July 07, 2011
4:00am: Sheraton Hotel, Karachi.

I walked out of the hotel lobby with my guitar case and suitcase in hand. I was thinking about the past and an image (comic above) came to mind.

In 2008, I was a moody, disillusioned LUMS student who was spending an unhealthy amount of time indoors mostly penning comics and writing song lyrics just as moody and disillusioned as me.

Now I was in a hotel bus going towards the airport where I’d catch a flight back to Lahore. I stare out at the dark, empty Karachi roads barely registering the sounds emanating from my headphones.

I have a secret that only my mother and best friend know - I’m going to be on Coke Studio this season and I spent the last night jamming for six hours with arguably the best band in Pakistan on songs I penned - in my bedroom. I cannot tell this to anyone. At least not for now.

Unexpectedly, my eyes teared up. How uncanny it is that only a few years ago I had penned, in the form of the above comic, an innate desire to break free from the typical, cookie cutter mould of academia and live out a childish fantasy of the musician cum rockstar.

When I drew the comic, the musician in me was like a fly in the room: alive but insignificant. Something I was barely aware of.

The day I got the call from Coke Studio’s people I sat down and thought. And then I thought, and thought and thought even harder.

How was I going to approach this?

It’s a scary thing to know that you’ve been given this terrific opportunity to start shaping your dream, your destiny. And now the onus is on you to take this thing you’ve been given and do something great with it… or totally screw it up.

But I figured - to go wrong in one’s own way is better than to go right in someone else’s. And so, just like when Alice discovered labels on those cakes and bottles in Wonderland, my brain said to me in the imperative to just “do this.”

So, I began planning.

Would I add an extra bridge section?

Should I ask for a sitar piece to be added in?

What about a sufi kalaam? Those seem to be uber-famous.

Do I want a mega-hit or am I going to do this for the sake of art?

And then, there were the mixed opinions! Some thought that only collaborations on Coke Studio fared the best. Others thought the reverse to be true. I would have lost myself in the din of all the sounds and suggestions had I not quickly checked myself mentally and made a commitment to move beyond questions and simply play my songs the way I know them.

With great YouTube hits come great responsibility. And my responsibility was (and is) to keep writing stuff people not only dig musically but can also relate to. I was going off the proverbial precipice from saying ‘listen’ to ‘Listen to me’… And I straight up planned on having a great time.

When books on Pakistan’s history are drafted a hundred years from now, it is quite possible that Coke Studio will go down as a cultural milestone - a game changer that culturally, socially and maybe even politically redefined our nation.

How would this tentative section in this tentative history book read?

It might say something like:
“A country, while travelling through one of its darkest periods, had a show that emerged to give hope in the most uncertain of times.”

Coke Studio’s mini-experiment tests whether we are worthy and able of adhering to Jinnah’s philosophy of unity, faith and discipline.

Pakistani musicians in unity, with a faith in the institution of music, all under the discipline of Pakistan’s greatest house band and maestro, Rohail Hyatt, equals a mighty successful endeavour.

I have had a lot of people tell me that the music I performed for Coke Studio was too sad. I don’t see a problem in that. But my lyrics, they are a reflection of what I see around me.

There is a sadness and hopelessness that can sometimes permeate our individual existences and our country. Everyone is fighting a personal battle with their own circumstances. But we are all operating on hope, for better things and better days. And really, that’s what I’m trying to get across to you, my listeners.

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Keep an eye out for Bilal Khan’s debut album “Umeed” this summer.
WRITTEN BY:
Bilal Khan A singer who graduated from LUMS. He can be followed on Twitter at @bilalkhan and on Facebook at http://www.facebook.com/bilalkhanmusic.
The views expressed by the writer and the reader comments do not necassarily reflect the views and policies of the Express Tribune.

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aliya | 8 years ago | Reply | Recommend @Ammar Aziz: there are things that can bring about some changes in a society in a positive way...coke studio is one of them!something that gives a chance to an individual to prove his/her talent is definitely unique!this kind of opportunity is given at coke studio!!something i havent seen in pakistan in ages actually but now...something that proves successful!!!!!after vital signs' and nazia hassans music people got to know bilal khans revolutionary music...even though they are not here anymore their music lives on through us but bilal khan is!!come on its time for us to really appreciate those who are given a chance than fret over those who are not....try to get rid of pessimistic thoughts!!bilal khans each song is out of this world...i feel spiritually elated after listening to his songs!and please do NOT compare his music with justin bieber and taylor swift...target audience for their music is young girls not bilal khans!!!keep on bringing good music bilal khan
aliya | 8 years ago | Reply | Recommend @Ammar Aziz: there are a lot of things that can bring about a change in a society...coke studio is one of 'em!!!to be given something through which an individual can prove his/her talent is definitely unique...something i haven't seen in pakistan in ages actually...something that really proves successful!!people got to know this revolutionary music of bilal khan after nazia hassan and vital signs though they are not here anymore but their music lives on through us but bilal khan is!!!!!it is time for us to appreciate those who are given this chance then fret over those who are not.get rid of pessimistic thoughts!!bilal khans every song is out of this world and pleaseeee do NOT compare his music with justin bieber and taylor swift,the target audience for their music is young girls!!not bilal khans!
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